About

Who Is Vic Qi Pan (Abbhya)

Years of emotions build up as I learned to cognitive bypass my emotions. I dissociate and surrender to the thought that I don’t have authority over the problems in life and leading to the fastest route in destroying my self esteem.

Years of ignoring my need for intimacy where I closed myself up feeling shameful and have the tendency to avoid attachment with others. I turned to certain compulsive behaviours and fantasy as a false secure base to avoid overwhelming shame being triggered.

I began to face my ignorance and do something about it.

After a fall in my career, romantic relationship, and health in my mid 20s, I experience the practice of meditation and since then the journey towards organising human connection related events begun. It went for 6 years where I dive deeper into human psyche with real world experiences, be in as an organiser, a facilitator or a guide. I learned and applied tools to improve our personal relationships especially with ourselves.

Entering 30s, after my solar return, I entered into another shift in life where I have to pivot and leave what I have started. A couple years of grieving, a loss of beloved dad, a loss of work partner and community, this change lead me up to a deeper understanding of human – psychologically and physiologically.

In 2024, I am committed to rebuild myself and hoping to support people who are looking for tools to growth consistently. One step at a time.

I build and support makers who are creating their own reality, transforming passive to active intent.

And I suggest we can start from mastering our body.

Vic Qi’s Background & Credentials

The Organiser & Facilitator
Reconnect & Recharge as the co-founder (with Ca-Ryn Lye) and the event organiser for 6 years in the wellness industry in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. Specialise in organising people-centered activities, hosting over 300 human connection and wellness-related events. Vic Qi is the first co-organiser for The World Biggest Eye Contact in Malaysia in 2016 along with Nadilah supported by The Liberators International from Perth, Australia.

Personal Movement Guide
A one-to-one guide or group guide on somatic movement to release tension and ease into movement for 3 years online and offline. The movements are inspired by qigong and somatic slow movements. The goal is to have a better relationship with our body.

Qi Gong
Qigong essential course by Grand Master Tan Soo Kong, WMQ Puchong Training Center, Malaysia – Learned meridians and acupuncture points, 5 elements, qigong breathing methods, 3 dan tiens, wellness qigong dynamic movement exercises, wellness qigong lying down exercises, wellness qigong meditation, learn to activate, enhance, circulate and store Qi.

Somatic Arts
Integrative Somatic Arts Teacher Training Course by Vangelis Legakis of Unity Space in Bali, Indonesia – Learned experiential anatomy, Laban & Bartenieff fundamentals, craniosacral, breathwork, cosmic healing, yoga and Qigong inspired movements, authentic movement, release technique, passing through.

A Leader In University
Graduated in Bachelor of Marketing in Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR) Malaysia with CGPA 3.24. Group leader for assignments and Final Year Project. Final Year Project’s paper published titled ‘Mobile Marketing in The 21st Century: A Partial Least Squares Structural Equation Modelling Approach’. Represented Malaysia to Mokpo National University (MNU), Korea under Korean Language and Culture Training Program. The alumni of Youth Leadership Academy (YLA) organised by Mckinsey & Company mentored by entrepreneurs and Mckinsey’s consultants.

A Leader & Coordinator
Led an operation team of 10 team members in a startup, YouthsToday.com, a sponsorship and event matching platform for youth and brands back in 2016. Organising chairman for Youth Awards 2015 recognised and rewarded 21 youths from 15 universities in Malaysia. Managed 200 youths and 1500 students participants in Malaysia Largest Augmented Reality Hunt 2014.

The Eldest & A Mental Projector
She came from a background where her parents are fairly strict in a traditional family dynamics. Growing up as the eldest in the family, she learned to take care of others and to be independent. Not a conventional person as she is fairly open to all labels and concepts of human beings.

In Human Design, she is a Mental Projector with a 4/6 Profile. Mental projectors are said to consist only 2% of the population. Her first 30 years are pure chaos, full of experiments, trials and errors. Now, in her 30s, she is learning and sharing at the same time via the blog and personal guidance. The role of a mental projector is to be a guiding force who empower people in their correct decision-making process. That is her main focus now.

Watch Vic Qi’s Spontaneous Dance